while I walked, I made a quick evaluation on what is my growing point for this month or rather what i have learned this whole month.
1. God allow me to learn from all the women character in the bible. how woman can take up her role in man life. and how they can react to the surrounding. Delilah, Jezebel are the example when we as a woman use our strength on the wrong things. but in the other side Esther, Ruth they used it not for themselves. self centred life must be a no lifestyle for woman.
2. Be merciful and give kindness to anyone. God didnt choose which sin that He wants to be mercy with you. as He is merciful towards me, I must learn to be merciful also toward all people. and kindness will be the character that i want to build.
3. as I desire to have a great encounter with God, He is more than desired to have that too. I really want to be in His embrace, He hugs me and say "yuli, u know that I always beside u. and I do care for your life." He is ready in any moment to embrace me. :)
4. 1 John 4:19 We love because He first love us.
well, sometimes i have a mind set that since im a christian, i need to do good and learn to love people. and it drain me sometimes. i feel tired, i feel useless to love. He reminds me that because i received the love from Him first, and i received the goodness from Him so it will be the source for me to do good and loveable. its not me that im able to love. but its because of Him than im able to love people. So while i remain in His love, i will produce the love itself.
well, i guess this will be my point to be pondered as i evaluate more on my journey in this 26th years... :)
