How's my heart now? I tot that i know the answer. But many time my heart deceive me. Like what Ps. Jo shared last sunday, many time we are deceived by our heart. Only God can show us our heart. So He encouraged u to keep continue to ask God to reveal our heart. Well we really do need holy spirit as guidance and wisdom.
Some people surround me might tell me what they observe about me and they can guess what inside my heart, but honestly speaking even i cant trust my heart. Im struggling to trust my heart on certain thing. I know that the level of my trust with my heart is not in a normal level. I need to work it out. And im working on it now.
Jia you yuli!!!
Sunday, September 25, 2011
Tuesday, September 20, 2011
WOMAN
Recently, i posted a question to some of my girl friends. If they are in korean drama where there are 2 guys loves them. where the:
First guy : Perfect guy means has stability in financial, emotional, kind to her, sacrifice a lot for her and also love her very much. If you with him, you can rest assure that you will been taking care of.
Second guy : Normal guy means from the eye of people he still have no stability. He is nice and sacrifice a lot for her also but when you with him, you will have more complicated problem. the biggest thing that you consider about him that you enjoy with him. you really do feel that you have life.
and to my surprise or may be its normal, all the girl will follow as what the actress in korean drama chose. Guy no 2. if woman use their brain, they will choose no 1. because life will be easier. less problematic.
but God created woman with feeling. and sometime they willing to sacrifice themselves for something that they love. Woman feeling cant be trade with wealth. when woman choose you because of wealth, that for sure she dont have any feeling towards you.
so girls, who will you choose?
guys, if you are the first guy what will you do?
First guy : Perfect guy means has stability in financial, emotional, kind to her, sacrifice a lot for her and also love her very much. If you with him, you can rest assure that you will been taking care of.
Second guy : Normal guy means from the eye of people he still have no stability. He is nice and sacrifice a lot for her also but when you with him, you will have more complicated problem. the biggest thing that you consider about him that you enjoy with him. you really do feel that you have life.
and to my surprise or may be its normal, all the girl will follow as what the actress in korean drama chose. Guy no 2. if woman use their brain, they will choose no 1. because life will be easier. less problematic.
but God created woman with feeling. and sometime they willing to sacrifice themselves for something that they love. Woman feeling cant be trade with wealth. when woman choose you because of wealth, that for sure she dont have any feeling towards you.
so girls, who will you choose?
guys, if you are the first guy what will you do?
Thursday, September 15, 2011
Under His wing
Recently or right way to say this morning i juat finished 1 project. Well this project is not a big project and i need to handle it myself. Start from arrangement, documentation, commisioning, testing, till BOM and punch list i need to do it by myself.
As i told u earlier, its not a big project so they expect this will be a simple thing. But not to forget this project is critical. Because if i cant do well, there is a probability that i will make plant upset. So i was so worried about all the preparation, all document, all hardware which needed. I was not confidence with myself.
I did the same job before and it dragged me more than 1 month to finish it. So in this project i scared and cast that things to happen.
In the first day i was supposed to assist the contractor to lay the cable. But customer didnt coordinate with contractor so end up we couldnt do it that day. I was so relieved. Because i was nervous to start. I returned back to office to prepare all the things which i found it missed.
Second day, laying up the cable plus mount the server in the rack. I had planned the task lists which i wanted to do that day. But it amazes me how smooth it is. And even i could do additional things which is download the project into the server and its successful. Still in amazed mode, third day i did the critical thing which is to break the network and extend it to the new server. After all the preparation had done, we break the connection. And it also went smooth. I did wonder and ask God how can this thing happen?
And i was reminded by the verse that i read the day before.
The Lord detests the sacrifice of the wicked,
but the prayer of the upright pleases him. (Proverbs 15:8 NIV)
As i prayed every morning to bring my downcast before Him, He hear me. And he gives me assurance that he is near and taking control over my life.
Thank you Father.
As i told u earlier, its not a big project so they expect this will be a simple thing. But not to forget this project is critical. Because if i cant do well, there is a probability that i will make plant upset. So i was so worried about all the preparation, all document, all hardware which needed. I was not confidence with myself.
I did the same job before and it dragged me more than 1 month to finish it. So in this project i scared and cast that things to happen.
In the first day i was supposed to assist the contractor to lay the cable. But customer didnt coordinate with contractor so end up we couldnt do it that day. I was so relieved. Because i was nervous to start. I returned back to office to prepare all the things which i found it missed.
Second day, laying up the cable plus mount the server in the rack. I had planned the task lists which i wanted to do that day. But it amazes me how smooth it is. And even i could do additional things which is download the project into the server and its successful. Still in amazed mode, third day i did the critical thing which is to break the network and extend it to the new server. After all the preparation had done, we break the connection. And it also went smooth. I did wonder and ask God how can this thing happen?
And i was reminded by the verse that i read the day before.
The Lord detests the sacrifice of the wicked,
but the prayer of the upright pleases him. (Proverbs 15:8 NIV)
As i prayed every morning to bring my downcast before Him, He hear me. And he gives me assurance that he is near and taking control over my life.
Thank you Father.
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