It's ME

what happen to me recently? i do feel tired for the past 1 week. start from where i couldnt get sleep last monday.
but now i can fall asleep as soon as i put my head to my pillow. (so pardon me if i didnt reply some of the message or suddently i disappeared)

In one of the night last week, i dream a dream where i felt so drain emotionally. And i do not know what to do if it is real. Well, as someone who like to control things out i lost idea on how to control. So He said to give Him the control. :) im learning to surrender it to Him now. Its such a tiring job to take control of something you cant control.

You know what? Its been a while that people surround me give me stuff relate to woman, either book, accesories etc. And not only that in my devotion also, God lead me to learn about the women in the bible. How a woman can be a great advisorand encourager to the man. Not only that, they can bring disaster to the whole house also. So i guess proverb explain how woman must have God wisdom in managing the house.
Oh gosh!!! Its so chim. -_-"

I really do no know how to put it into practice but i believe, HS u guide me through till i reach that level. :)

26th birthday

As what other people want, i also have the same desire to have a plenty of wishes. but you know what, when i was thinking over my wish for this year birthday, God told me to give thanks. well, yes im thankful with all the things that He gave, but cant i ask for more???

I am someone who like to challenge myself especially when i have some desire. so this round i challenged myself. i questioned myself why do i need these wishes? and it ended up i have 3 wishes and i learn to give instead of ask God to give.

oh yah, before i list down all my wishes i want to shared how do i come out with these list.

on the day itself, God lead me to recap back on how much growth that i passed through. since i was small till now. and from here i can see how wonderful is the journey that God set for me. and i become so grateful. i was in down moment but He is always there. He provides me with friends to encourage me.

so i found Psalm 71

especially in verse 20

"Though you have made me see troubles, many and bitter, you will restore my life again; from the depths of the earth you will again bring me up."

yup i was in the valley, i was hurt, i was down but He brought me up. He help me to rise back. :)

My wish list:

1. I will find the strength in God until im old

2. My family will be build in God's word

3. Sensitivity toward God's voice in my life.

here is some of the photo of the gifts that i received from the people that i love. I'm so grateful. :)