He is in control

baru kemaren ngomel2... but when we surrender it to Him, He will take care all the things.. ya, today i can see how miracleously He did His way. i cant say anything beside wonderful and thank you. He is real and really can change people life and heart. its such a great2 blessing to have YOU. 

PMS

lagi moody mode on..... i feel abit sensitive this days. hm.... God, pls guide my heart......... yes U r in control. time to change my attitude and my thinking. i have to grow in this area... new target... become more mature and independent... i cant become a mummy's baby anymore... time to move on.... semangat yuli semangat... 

new guitar

finally the time is here. i bought my new guitar..... so happy... i felt in love in the first sight. hahahahha. my maestro... EC... thanks to Joseph who gave me the suggestion n guidance in chose the guitar. hahahahha. kaya apa aja nih.... but really such a blessing that i am still able to buy a guitar. 

at first, planned to buy the yamaha. but since we had our dim sum buffet at peninsula, why not just look around there. there is a yamaha G55A made in japan. wow man its really cool... but it is second hand and look quite old already. 

anyway im happy with my guitar... hope that i can take care of it... 

All in You - Hope of Bangkok Church

Verse 1:

From the past, you have come to my heart.

Shown your grace, filled me more than enough.

Like the rain, falling on my life in every part.

Verse 2:

Nowadays, You are still the same,

In your name, there is unfailing love,

Overflow from heaven above.

Pre-Chorus:

Cant stop praising you, for such a great love.

Cant stop praising you, for such a great love.

Chorus 1:

You’re the lover of my heart,

The author of my life,

The power of my soul,

Jesus You’re my all,

You never let me fall,

You hold me in your hands.

Chorus 2:

You’re the lover of my heart,

The author of my life,

The power of my soul,

Jesus You’re my king

In you I have everything,

Yes, forever everything,

All in You.

love this song.... i will rate it 10/10 hehehehhe. 

Journal

hua.... today i read my journal from the past 4 years ago. there is a journal when i turned 20 and 22. i said im getting older. so how about now??? hhuuhuuh. i will turn 24 soon. 

what have i done so far? from the past 4 years until now, i can see how God do his miracleaous way in my life. 

i feel it is very funny, when i read my journal in 2005. i know that im young in that time. but dont you realise that time turn so fast??

i tried to think back how was my life. and 1 word that i can conclude from that. amazing.. it is really amazing how He works in my life.

how amzing the love that he gave to me eventhough i was so stuburn, so rebelious. he still show his patient toward me. 

how grateful i am. really there is no other God is like u. there is in 1 journal on 31th may 2006 9:37 pm, i wrote that the world is going faster, 1 week is like a blink. 

when i read this, i agree with it. its been almost 3 years, but i never realised that its that fast. 

thanks God for the faithfullness that u have shown to me... 

be persistent

what is inside your mind actually? hmm no body knows except u and ur creator. we do have share our tot.. but it cannt really express our thinking and our feeling. 

for me, i am about to know more about myself. i explore myself through Him who who me very well. sometimes, i underestimate myself or i overconfidence about myself. i need to evaluate and know what is the purpose of my life. 

i need to slow down and know what is the perfect timing for me. for example to start a new relationship, i dun think this is the right time for me. i havent settle down my ministry, i havent done much for Him which if im attached it will make my focus shaken. 

i need to set my priority and my focus first in order for me can build a new relationship. its quite hard thou, but i have to follow what He wants for my life. and i believe it is the best. 

help me GOd to be persistent in following Ur way. and strengthen me again and again... 

bad habit

i think my bad habit come back. recently i did so many silly and stupid things. i came late this morning also. i woke up 7.30 and left house around 8. i decided to take taxi to go office since it quite late alredy. i waited for 10 mnt and there was no taxi. and suddently  i remember that i forgot to bring my office pass. so i went back home again. end up i left house by 8.30. since there is no taxi, i decided to change the plan. i took mrt. and i msg my boss said that i will be late. thx for my nice boss that i have. so i got out in mrt kembangan and took taxi from there. i got out from the taxe and i saw someone that i have seen before got out from taxi also. that is the guy who was in the same queue with me in krt kembangan. then he said to me we should share the taxi just now. heheheh. 

i thing that i just remember that i did yesterday. i put my softlens both in the same eye. end up i cant see anything. now my left eye cant see clearly. 

btw do i look like a party girl???? someone asked me this morning whether i go to any clubbing last nite. i said that i never been to any clubbing or bar in singapore before. then he quite surprise that i never been there. he said that i look like a party girl who always has party. hahahhaha. anyway i only go for 2nd round. hahhahahah. 

expect a great day for tommorow....