Pressure

pressure? what is pressure all about? why there is a pressure?

hmm... everytime i take some responsibily as a burden, then i will feel the pressure. i will become more sensitive towards others.

so is it burden is a friend of pressure?

its time to wake up and not to think about myself. ^-^

Prayer change

thank you God. sometime i doubt whether You are really in control or not. and You are. eventough many times i failed to trust You, but You never fail to show me the true about You. in the dessert i feel empty, and i feel that whatever that i have done is over, but in dessert also You show me how to be in the oase by become an oase to others. blessed those who are bless others. hold me tight. 

i really can feel the prayer supprt from all of people surround me. thanks you guys... prayer do change.... :-)

keep believing in Him.... 

and the result is.....

this morning, God tough me that we will not adjust our time with other but people will adjust their time to us because we follow His timing. so in order to get the best result, we have to follow his time. 

the time is today. finnaly the question box is openned. its a surprise. tot that its not a good surprise but will still believe that He prepare the best for those love Him. 

God, give us strength and patient. give me more and more of your unconditional love. so that i can flow it out. 

the prayer

God, in confussed i come. with a plenty of question in my mind. what is happening? why is this thing happen? what should i do? how should i react on this? i dunno how to take responsible on the responsibility that i have been given to. one thing for sure that i want to do all this thing for You only. i might fail in many things in my life but i dun want to stop learning to follow your way. many things tried to stop me to continue to put my faith and trust in You, i might be shaken. but i will not fall because i know that You hold me in. 

God, i will still continue my trust in You because i cant put my trust to any other gods or people or anything in this world. Your unconditional love is set me free and embrace me. thanks for everything o God. i really cant stop to say thanks to You. You really deserve all my praise and thanksgiving. 

i know Your touch and the miracle is on his way. Love You :-)

He is in control

baru kemaren ngomel2... but when we surrender it to Him, He will take care all the things.. ya, today i can see how miracleously He did His way. i cant say anything beside wonderful and thank you. He is real and really can change people life and heart. its such a great2 blessing to have YOU. 

PMS

lagi moody mode on..... i feel abit sensitive this days. hm.... God, pls guide my heart......... yes U r in control. time to change my attitude and my thinking. i have to grow in this area... new target... become more mature and independent... i cant become a mummy's baby anymore... time to move on.... semangat yuli semangat... 

new guitar

finally the time is here. i bought my new guitar..... so happy... i felt in love in the first sight. hahahahha. my maestro... EC... thanks to Joseph who gave me the suggestion n guidance in chose the guitar. hahahahha. kaya apa aja nih.... but really such a blessing that i am still able to buy a guitar. 

at first, planned to buy the yamaha. but since we had our dim sum buffet at peninsula, why not just look around there. there is a yamaha G55A made in japan. wow man its really cool... but it is second hand and look quite old already. 

anyway im happy with my guitar... hope that i can take care of it...