Recently, i posted a question to some of my girl friends. If they are in korean drama where there are 2 guys loves them. where the:
First guy : Perfect guy means has stability in financial, emotional, kind to her, sacrifice a lot for her and also love her very much. If you with him, you can rest assure that you will been taking care of.
Second guy : Normal guy means from the eye of people he still have no stability. He is nice and sacrifice a lot for her also but when you with him, you will have more complicated problem. the biggest thing that you consider about him that you enjoy with him. you really do feel that you have life.
and to my surprise or may be its normal, all the girl will follow as what the actress in korean drama chose. Guy no 2. if woman use their brain, they will choose no 1. because life will be easier. less problematic.
but God created woman with feeling. and sometime they willing to sacrifice themselves for something that they love. Woman feeling cant be trade with wealth. when woman choose you because of wealth, that for sure she dont have any feeling towards you.
so girls, who will you choose?
guys, if you are the first guy what will you do?
Tuesday, September 20, 2011
Thursday, September 15, 2011
Under His wing
Recently or right way to say this morning i juat finished 1 project. Well this project is not a big project and i need to handle it myself. Start from arrangement, documentation, commisioning, testing, till BOM and punch list i need to do it by myself.
As i told u earlier, its not a big project so they expect this will be a simple thing. But not to forget this project is critical. Because if i cant do well, there is a probability that i will make plant upset. So i was so worried about all the preparation, all document, all hardware which needed. I was not confidence with myself.
I did the same job before and it dragged me more than 1 month to finish it. So in this project i scared and cast that things to happen.
In the first day i was supposed to assist the contractor to lay the cable. But customer didnt coordinate with contractor so end up we couldnt do it that day. I was so relieved. Because i was nervous to start. I returned back to office to prepare all the things which i found it missed.
Second day, laying up the cable plus mount the server in the rack. I had planned the task lists which i wanted to do that day. But it amazes me how smooth it is. And even i could do additional things which is download the project into the server and its successful. Still in amazed mode, third day i did the critical thing which is to break the network and extend it to the new server. After all the preparation had done, we break the connection. And it also went smooth. I did wonder and ask God how can this thing happen?
And i was reminded by the verse that i read the day before.
The Lord detests the sacrifice of the wicked,
but the prayer of the upright pleases him. (Proverbs 15:8 NIV)
As i prayed every morning to bring my downcast before Him, He hear me. And he gives me assurance that he is near and taking control over my life.
Thank you Father.
As i told u earlier, its not a big project so they expect this will be a simple thing. But not to forget this project is critical. Because if i cant do well, there is a probability that i will make plant upset. So i was so worried about all the preparation, all document, all hardware which needed. I was not confidence with myself.
I did the same job before and it dragged me more than 1 month to finish it. So in this project i scared and cast that things to happen.
In the first day i was supposed to assist the contractor to lay the cable. But customer didnt coordinate with contractor so end up we couldnt do it that day. I was so relieved. Because i was nervous to start. I returned back to office to prepare all the things which i found it missed.
Second day, laying up the cable plus mount the server in the rack. I had planned the task lists which i wanted to do that day. But it amazes me how smooth it is. And even i could do additional things which is download the project into the server and its successful. Still in amazed mode, third day i did the critical thing which is to break the network and extend it to the new server. After all the preparation had done, we break the connection. And it also went smooth. I did wonder and ask God how can this thing happen?
And i was reminded by the verse that i read the day before.
The Lord detests the sacrifice of the wicked,
but the prayer of the upright pleases him. (Proverbs 15:8 NIV)
As i prayed every morning to bring my downcast before Him, He hear me. And he gives me assurance that he is near and taking control over my life.
Thank you Father.
Monday, August 29, 2011
WHO?
He tough me who is in front of David when he fought goliath.
He reminded me that He is there when Joseph in the deep dry wheel.
He told me to take courage as what HE told Joshua.
He gives me protection and assurance as He did to Daniel in Lion den.
He awake me to see as He sees the heart of the people.
He urge me to be wise as a woman, Abigail did the same.
He pour me with His Love, Grace and Mercy even tough i know im not worth but by His blood i had been paid fully. :)
I am an Apple of His eyes.
Philippians 1:6
New International Version (NIV)
6 being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus.
Thursday, August 25, 2011
Be prepared
This few days i always at customer site where im a bit secluded from out side world. Weak signal in my blackberry and iphone.
I was thinking my batery is sufficient for my day at site since i would not use it. So i dont charge my portable batery. But evryday it will end up no batery in my bb n iphone. I went out from site with no device to communicate.
And i told myself, i should just charge my portable batery so when it is finished i have extra batery to charge it till i reach home to recharge it fully.
From this incident, i was being reminded by a story in the bible about 10 virgins. Where the 5 virgins have extra oil when they were waiting for the groom to come while the other 5 didnt. I feel like the virgin who didnt bring more oil to prepare for the groom to come.
Sometime we might feel that our life is ok so its enough for us to know what we need to know. We might things its enough for me to go to heaven. But we didnt prepare ourself for it fully. As the wise virgin know they do not know when the groom will come so they prepare for an extra oil with them. Where the unwise think its enough for them since they only waiting for the time.
But we know that in the end, the unwise cant enter the party.
So friends let prepare our life and continue to bring extra oil while we are waiting for Him to come!
I was thinking my batery is sufficient for my day at site since i would not use it. So i dont charge my portable batery. But evryday it will end up no batery in my bb n iphone. I went out from site with no device to communicate.
And i told myself, i should just charge my portable batery so when it is finished i have extra batery to charge it till i reach home to recharge it fully.
From this incident, i was being reminded by a story in the bible about 10 virgins. Where the 5 virgins have extra oil when they were waiting for the groom to come while the other 5 didnt. I feel like the virgin who didnt bring more oil to prepare for the groom to come.
Sometime we might feel that our life is ok so its enough for us to know what we need to know. We might things its enough for me to go to heaven. But we didnt prepare ourself for it fully. As the wise virgin know they do not know when the groom will come so they prepare for an extra oil with them. Where the unwise think its enough for them since they only waiting for the time.
But we know that in the end, the unwise cant enter the party.
So friends let prepare our life and continue to bring extra oil while we are waiting for Him to come!
Operate under divine authority
My work always relating with operator. For what i need to design it will be operated by the operator. And yesterday i created some sequence for safety purposes but i havent put the sequence into operation. I had told the engineer for all the things i had done and give him a copy of the sequence before i left.
This morning before i left home to go to site again, i imagined how if the engineer put the sequence into operation while im not there. In my mind i think about the whether they do the preparation or not. Whether they really know the sequence or not. And i told myself, i will tell them why dont they wait for my presence there to activate that. Because im the creator of the sequence so i can help them to prepare all the things they need.
Then suddently God told me.
"I am your creator. Why dont you let my presence in ur life so that I can help you to operate yourself"
Yes, as i upset with my customer to operate the sequence without my presence (because i know it step by step) i learn that God is our creator and know step by step what we need to do.
But sometime we think that we know and we an do it ourselves since we had read the manual. But when the creator itself explain to us, it will bring us to operate our life fully.
So seek holy spirit to guide you to operate your life today!
This morning before i left home to go to site again, i imagined how if the engineer put the sequence into operation while im not there. In my mind i think about the whether they do the preparation or not. Whether they really know the sequence or not. And i told myself, i will tell them why dont they wait for my presence there to activate that. Because im the creator of the sequence so i can help them to prepare all the things they need.
Then suddently God told me.
"I am your creator. Why dont you let my presence in ur life so that I can help you to operate yourself"
Yes, as i upset with my customer to operate the sequence without my presence (because i know it step by step) i learn that God is our creator and know step by step what we need to do.
But sometime we think that we know and we an do it ourselves since we had read the manual. But when the creator itself explain to us, it will bring us to operate our life fully.
So seek holy spirit to guide you to operate your life today!
Friday, July 29, 2011
It's ME
what happen to me recently? i do feel tired for the past 1 week. start from where i couldnt get sleep last monday.
but now i can fall asleep as soon as i put my head to my pillow. (so pardon me if i didnt reply some of the message or suddently i disappeared)
In one of the night last week, i dream a dream where i felt so drain emotionally. And i do not know what to do if it is real. Well, as someone who like to control things out i lost idea on how to control. So He said to give Him the control. :) im learning to surrender it to Him now. Its such a tiring job to take control of something you cant control.
You know what? Its been a while that people surround me give me stuff relate to woman, either book, accesories etc. And not only that in my devotion also, God lead me to learn about the women in the bible. How a woman can be a great advisorand encourager to the man. Not only that, they can bring disaster to the whole house also. So i guess proverb explain how woman must have God wisdom in managing the house.
Oh gosh!!! Its so chim. -_-"
I really do no know how to put it into practice but i believe, HS u guide me through till i reach that level. :)
but now i can fall asleep as soon as i put my head to my pillow. (so pardon me if i didnt reply some of the message or suddently i disappeared)
In one of the night last week, i dream a dream where i felt so drain emotionally. And i do not know what to do if it is real. Well, as someone who like to control things out i lost idea on how to control. So He said to give Him the control. :) im learning to surrender it to Him now. Its such a tiring job to take control of something you cant control.
You know what? Its been a while that people surround me give me stuff relate to woman, either book, accesories etc. And not only that in my devotion also, God lead me to learn about the women in the bible. How a woman can be a great advisorand encourager to the man. Not only that, they can bring disaster to the whole house also. So i guess proverb explain how woman must have God wisdom in managing the house.
Oh gosh!!! Its so chim. -_-"
I really do no know how to put it into practice but i believe, HS u guide me through till i reach that level. :)
Tuesday, July 12, 2011
26th birthday
As what other people want, i also have the same desire to have a plenty of wishes. but you know what, when i was thinking over my wish for this year birthday, God told me to give thanks. well, yes im thankful with all the things that He gave, but cant i ask for more???
I am someone who like to challenge myself especially when i have some desire. so this round i challenged myself. i questioned myself why do i need these wishes? and it ended up i have 3 wishes and i learn to give instead of ask God to give.
oh yah, before i list down all my wishes i want to shared how do i come out with these list.
on the day itself, God lead me to recap back on how much growth that i passed through. since i was small till now. and from here i can see how wonderful is the journey that God set for me. and i become so grateful. i was in down moment but He is always there. He provides me with friends to encourage me.
so i found Psalm 71
especially in verse 20
"Though you have made me see troubles, many and bitter, you will restore my life again; from the depths of the earth you will again bring me up."
yup i was in the valley, i was hurt, i was down but He brought me up. He help me to rise back. :)
My wish list:
1. I will find the strength in God until im old
2. My family will be build in God's word
3. Sensitivity toward God's voice in my life.
here is some of the photo of the gifts that i received from the people that i love. I'm so grateful. :)
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